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LiveJournal for Matt.
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| Friday, July 11th, 2003 |
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ok, yeah everyone wanted me to put them on the friends list on my new journal. add me the hell back. new journal: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} bowlingotter
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| Friday, June 27th, 2003 |
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Ok, that's it, closing up this Livejournal. I put together a new one that'll be friends-only. So, if you want to be added to the list, comment on this entry, and I"ll keep you on. Otherwise, everything's going to be completely cleaned, and only the people who I put on the friends-list will be able to read the journal. So that's it, the last couple of years have been fun, and I'll just keep this here for the memories. |
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| Thursday, June 26th, 2003 |
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another hour left to be here at work. i was invited to Jason Fine's to swim but I don't really feel like going anywhere or doing anything. i'm just tired. i have trace fury practice tonight, too, then a leavenworth show tomorrow night, trace fury show saturday night, and leavenworth show sunday night. busy weekend coming up. this is a good thing right now, though. more doing = less thinking. erich and i are going to the shore on friday night to visit kelly and mallory so it'll just be good to get out of the area if for just a night. yeah i'm gonna go home and write a song. it's been too long since I've done that anyway. that almost always helps when i need to vent. venting on this thing isn't doing any good any more. kind of makes it worse, actually. so i'm gonna shut the fuck up now |
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| on the bright side, I'm bound to get some good songs out of this. it's been a while since I've written any of my own stuff. now i've got assloads of inspiration. time to get crackin | ||
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ah, now i recognize you. i haven't seen you in a long time. it's been years. you look different. well, i suppose i can only hide for so long, right? i suppose you would've had to have found me again sometime. i know you're going to stay around for a little bit, but I'm going to have to ask that you make it an early night. i don't really need the company. don't worry, you'll find me again someday i'm sure. I know I won't recognize you at first, but you'll always seem to find a way to get me to let you in. maybe then i'll have the courage to kick you out. yeah, the most emo entry i've ever made. red flag, time to close down the livejournal. |
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2003 |
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| yeah i should definitely stop posting on this while I'm at work. bitching about customers isn't helping my productivity :-P | ||
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i realize that this is the way shit goes sometimes. you win some, you lose some. i'm not going to let it affect other things in my life. it's just really not worth it. you'd think i'd be better than this by now. i don't even know why i'm posting this in here. who the fuck am i talking to? if it wasn't for certain people on this thing, i would just delete this journal. maybe i'll do it anyway and just make a new one, and only let those few people in on the new one. that's sounds like a good idea. i think i'm going to do that. |
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| i feel like posting but i can't think of anything that i really want to say. so goodnight. | ||
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| Tuesday, June 24th, 2003 |
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haha i love this retarded shit |
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So I walk into CompUSA this morning and the first thing Pasquale (the tech manager) says is that I have to go talk to Jeremy (our general manager). So I'm thinking, this could be good or bad. I get there and talk to him, and I leave with a promotion and a raise. Nice. So now I've moved from A+ Technician to Certified Technician last year, and now I'm officially classified as Lead Technician. There are only a handful of them in the region, and not even one for every store. woo |
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it's way too easy to say too much. and i did just that. |
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2003 |
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what a weekend this has been. what a really good weekend. Life is good. I'm so happy with the way my life is right now. A big fat THANK YOU to Valleen for helping me realize that now more than ever. Way to have the best outlook on life ever. Well, I didn't sleep tonight, so maybe I'll take an hour nap before work. Or maybe not. |
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| Sunday, June 22nd, 2003 |
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| this is taking up so much in my head. but i should just be thankful for what's here already. i'm just so preoccupied. | ||
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the minutes have become a lot longer. there's just too much time in between. sometimes i wish i could bring myself to speak. other times i'm glad that i can't, because what would happen? but i always end up wishing i could. |
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| Saturday, June 21st, 2003 |
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| It really fucking irritates me when people feel like they have to hate more people than they like. Acting all like a badass and fooling absolutely no one. Grow the fuck up or get the fuck out. | ||||
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| Sunday, June 15th, 2003 |
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yeah fine ok, i'm gonna do the "pick 20 lj friends and say something about them" thing too. cept im only going to pick 10. some of you will know who you are, some of you will not. 1) You got me into this LJ thing in the first place. I don't know whether to be thankful or hate you for it. Either way, you're awesome. 2) I definitely don't think we've hung out enough, but yeah I guess things got complicated. Sucks that stuff ended up that way. 3) You rock. You're hot as shit, you think farting and burping is just about as funny as I do. You put up with a lot of bullshit, especially lately, and you're still on two feet. Don't lose touch or I will kill you. 4) Haha I've always had this little crush on you. I think I told you once, but I don't remember. It was a while ago. Anyway you were supposed to come see my band play once and that fell through, so hopefully we can change that this summer. We haven't talked in a while. This should change. 5) You're one of the most important people who ever entered my life. You've been through so much and can sit and talk about it now. I'll never forget you, and it's so good to know that you're happy now. 6) You drink lots of coffee. Haha SORRY I had to do it. 7) You take awesome pictures and I want to live where you are. I've had a retarded e-crush on you too. Wow I suck. 8) One word: NESSITERAS 9) I've only met you once, but you're a really cool person. It's interesting reading about adventures with the hot guy at work, and you seem to actually like your job. Way to be. Hope that move goes smoothly. (or did you already move? again, i suck.) 10) You play the coolest bass parts ever. Nuts band you are in. Nuts. |
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yeah, I got bored and gave in. there are definitely some guys on my list. i don't know what that's about.
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| Friday, June 13th, 2003 |
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yeah so now that the people who matter know.... I lost every recording project on my computer. All the in-progress Leavenworth, Cetus, and Cleric (3rd Rail) stuff. All gone. I recovered two Cleric songs, but that's it. Everything else will be started again from scratch. So today I went out and bought a 200 GB firewire hard drive. This won't happen again. Fuck. |
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| how could this have happened. why would this happen now. how the fuck could this have happened. i feel like i'm going to throw up | ||
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| Thursday, June 12th, 2003 |
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| i want to move south. while everyone else around here is complaining about the heat and humidity, I'm all about it. I would much rather it be 80 or 90 year round than have to put up with 30 and 40. bring on the summer. | ||
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